Needle in the hay

"Your hand on his arm
Haystack charm around your neck
Strung out and thin
Calling some friend, trying to cash some check
He's acting dumb
That's what you've come to expect
Needle in the hay
Needle in the hay
Needle in the hay
Needle in the hay
He's wearing your clothes
Head down to toes, a reaction to you
You say you know what he did
But you idiot kid, you don't have a clue
Sometimes they just get caught in the eye, you're pulling him through
Needle in the hay
Needle in the hay
Needle in the hay
Needle in the hay
Now on the bus
Nearly touching this dirty retreat
Falling out 6th and powell, a dead sweat in my teeth
Gonna walk walk walk
Four more blocks, plus the one in my brain
Down downstairs to the man, he's gonna make it all okay
I can't beat myself
I can't beat myself
And I don't want to talk
I'm taking the cure
So I can be quiet wherever I want
So leave me alone
You ought to be proud that I'm getting good marks
Needle in the hay
Needle in the hay
Needle in the hay
Needle in the hay"
(Elliott Smith)

Sono ossessionata da questo pezzo che fa da sottofondo alla scena de I Tenenbaum nella quale Richie (n.d.a.,il mio personaggio preferito tra quelli del film; anche se - specialmente da quando mi sono tagliata i capelli - assomiglio molto a Margot, se si esclude il fatto che non sono bionda, non fumo e ho tutte e dieci le dita) tenta il suicidio. Credo di averla ascoltata almeno mille volte nell'ultima settimana. In qualche modo, non so bene perché, mi pare ci sia qualcosa che parla di me stessa...

Listening to:
Needle in the hay - Elliott Smith

...ovviamente!